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So my grandmother left us at about 10.45am yesterday.(6th October). In my opinion, she's already left us on Monday. We stood around her, talking to her while catching glimpses of the declining levels of her heart rate, blood pressure etc. There was no defining moment for her to leave us. Which is why I am not sure myself if she's really dead. Is she really dead?
I find it so hard to believe. We're cremating her tomorrow already; having the coffin in the house for too long gets too depressing. It's a shock to everyone. I don't think it's her time to go you know? But at least she'll be accompanying my grandfather. I walked out of a bakery in Taipan today at about 12.45pm and this really good looking guy in a sandwich board passed me a stressball promoting Maxis' latest package. Truly an angel from heaven. What perfect timing for a stressball. Even the most dramatic television shows have yet to instill this type of storylines in their episodes. It's damn morbid. Praying makes you cry. When you pray, you look at her photo. When you look at her photo, you think. You think about the past, you just cry somemore. Now I know what people mean when they say, "You think you've got problems?!" At least phone calls will not be a nauseating experience any longer. |
| Jayelle October 15, 2005 05:03 PM PDT lilian: i hope they are, i hope they are. we've cried enough..:) | ||
| lilian October 14, 2005 02:56 PM PDT Oh dear, I am so sorry to know about this. I know both of them must be real happy to be together now. But that's a lot for you and your family ya. Take care, dear! Tears are good. Cry all of them and the sun will rise again, as usual. *hugs* | ||
| Jayelle October 10, 2005 12:43 PM PDT crazy: thanks. we'll try.:) pingz: i know they are. lydia: thanks for the consolation. :) bren: =\ we will. thank you.:( | ||
| bren October 10, 2005 03:36 AM PDT These past few posts have been really sad. :/ My condolences to you and your fam. Hang in there girl. *hugs* | ||
| lydia October 9, 2005 09:14 PM PDT as i said in ur previous post, stay strong yeah gurl? ur grandparents live forever in ur heart, in ur memories. take care. | ||
| pingZ October 9, 2005 04:57 PM PDT so sorry to heard bout grandma... but i'm sure both your grandparents reunited and will be watching you from heaven | ||
| Crazy October 9, 2005 11:44 AM PDT girl, my deepest condolences to you and your family. take care and cheer up!! | ||
| Jayelle October 9, 2005 05:24 AM PDT joce: i hope she knows. :( | ||
| joce October 9, 2005 03:46 AM PDT take care girl. at least you know she's not suffering and she left peacefully knowing you all care and love her. plus having you guys all by her side. sorry girl. | ||
| Jayelle October 9, 2005 01:28 AM PDT phaikwah: we will, thanks. ^.^: thank you so much. krystle: it has been alot. thanks.. thanks. :) liss: yeah, i am. but it hasn't sunk in yet, you know? anonymous: you are right. i need my family so much in times like these. c.ho: she was. she was. | ||
| c.ho October 8, 2005 02:41 PM PDT shucks.. i'm so sorry to hear that Jo. It is a real shocker. Your grandma was quite young too:(. All the best.. Hugs. | ||
| anonymous October 8, 2005 02:41 AM PDT People actually think lightning wouldnt strike twice at the same place,but it does,no words can justify your loss,asking you to cheer up is like making you a emotionless soul.Just when you think you are at the lowest point of your life,it gets worse..(God can be unfair,and He loves them more than you do,if you believe that He is up there).Be strong girl....the pillar of strength is your family,take care.. | ||
| liss October 8, 2005 12:33 AM PDT two doting grandparents will be watching their sweet lil jolene from heaven. hugs girl. do hope u feel better already. | ||
| kRystle October 7, 2005 09:57 PM PDT hey girl.... sorry to hear about everything dats been hapening to you. U've really been tru alot. I know how u feel so take care alrite? u've got lots of us here for you! :) godbless. | ||
| ^.^ October 7, 2005 09:46 PM PDT heyz , elo, juz wanted to say my condolences to u and ur family although we do not noe each other... cheer up kayz :) | ||
| phaikwah October 7, 2005 09:45 PM PDT hey dear,am really sorry to hear about this,take care of yourself and family and try to cheer up k? *hugs* | ||
| Jayelle October 7, 2005 08:52 PM PDT bubble: thanks for the kind words.:| I know. thank you. munsta: thank you, .. uncle giant sotongs: sometimes life sucks collete: ah, thanks.. willwolf: that's our only consolation. yes, thank you. morticya: thanks expectation: i've been doing that alot. zeroimpact: it's so difficult to forget them. | ||
| zeroimpact October 7, 2005 08:24 PM PDT I'm not gonna say I've been there & I understand... Made me think of my past too... But let time heal your wounds, think of more positive thoughts. Be strong and stroll along... You'll get better in time... | ||
| expectation October 7, 2005 05:54 PM PDT awww, i almost teared. | ||
| morticya^33 October 7, 2005 03:15 PM PDT *sayangs* | ||
| Willwolf October 7, 2005 03:12 PM PDT Both of your grandparents are finally together again. Don't be sad. Chin up ok? | ||
| colette October 7, 2005 01:03 PM PDT i'm really sorry bout what happened.Deepest condolences. | ||
| Uncle Giant Sotong October 7, 2005 12:45 PM PDT Waaaa...! *sob* | ||
| munsta October 7, 2005 10:05 AM PDT i am so sorry to hear about your grandma too...deepest condolences to your family. | ||
| bubble October 7, 2005 04:13 AM PDT hey sweetie. cheer up. you'll get used to it somehow. i bet they dont want to see u sad either. my deepest condolences. take really good care. much lurve to you. mwah. | ||
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