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Sunday, November 21, 2004


Fortune Telling

I had a long Saturday due to my mum leaving for China for a week and my uncle's wedding which involved the tea ceremony too. I also have a long wedding-ey entry with a million pictures to share with you guys. But I woke up at 5.30 am and only slept about two hours in between and 2 hours the night before because I was procrastinating(as always) and only completed studying for my Bio paper at 3am. I always make it a point to be done with the syllabus of a certain subject during an important exam. The day before the exam should be reserved for flip throughs and exercises(or so it seems).

I'll write you the long ass entry later today(It's 2am now) alongside the crazy amount of pictures. I also have something else to look forward to currently. The TVB Anniversary celebrations at 1.30pm today and the end of my AS exams. Whee!

Yesterday I was at my Uncle's bachelor party which is not much of a bachelor party as it didn't consist the essentials a bachelor party should have: Strippers. It was more of a family gathering plus a few of his friends(with their wives and babies). I didn't know that my dad's cousin-in-law, Aunty Margeret, was good at palm reading.(She called it 'telling stories') She started off by reading my Aunty Vivian's palm and I found it quite interesting and stuck out both my hands to her too.

She caressed my palm and with a swift motion said that I have a good life. She said that I'm a very simple minded person. She told everyone at the table that I think alot. I was shocked by the accuracy of it. Especially when she said that even if I think alot, I forget it the very next day after a good night's sleep. Which is so true!! I normally put thoughts in my head that will lead on to other thoughts and I'll end up sleeping two hours later than I intended to. She said that I don't get jealous easily. Hmm, that I don't think so. If you're talking about this trait in a materialistic sense, then that's not true. But emotionally, I seeth with so much fury that I'm in actual danger of bursting a vein in my head. I tend to do some extreme muscle constriction near my throat/chest or something like that. 

My Aunty Margeret also said that I save up alot of money but I spend it after saving quite abit. Maybe for now, yes. My mother was laughing at this part because she said that it was usually my brother who has a few hundred bucks in his drawers whereelse I usually only have a couple of bucks to my name at any one time. Due to the AS exams, I've not spent more than Rm50 in total. That's less than RM50 in a span of nearly 7 weeks. :) Will power. SPEAKING OF WILLPOWER, she said that I have a very good sense of will power. She said that if I have set my mind on it, I'll be well on my way to achieve that. She also said that my memory is not as good as my brother's. o_O Betulka?! *scratches head*

And you know what the bad news was? That I'd get married late.(she's not even sure if I'll get married)
Yup. Looks like my worst nightmare is half true. I'd scare everyone into thinking that I'm on my way to spinsterhood before settling down just before/after my expiry date perhaps? Sounds like bullshit, but it's quite sad when she looked at some lines on my brother's hand and my cousin's hand and immediately saw two-three lovers in their lives.

Maybe I'm just too fat and she can't see the lines.:) Maybe the hidden lines represents my secret lovers. Yes, yes..That must be it! And then suddenly, the night before my wedding(which would ideally be before 28..maximum 30la..) a deep line suddenly appears where that damn love line should appear and my one true love will be known to the entire world and we would live happily ever after with my good will power and my 'saved up money'. ..... Ok, that's pretty unrealistic. I mean HOW logic is it for me to invite ALL my family and friends a day before my wedding?! Tsk tsk.

She also told me that my temper is quite okay, not as bad as my dad's and my Aunty Susie's apparently. Hmm. The Lai Family Temper is peculiar in the sense that we blow up in full fury and within an hour we are happily gossiping again. Maybe I don't inherit that bit. Not too sure how the Ho Family's Temperament is like. Ho is my Mum's side. I know that when I am pissed, I'll make sure it's known if I know that the person won't bite me back. But like I said before in my toilet musings, I am usually the first to beg for forgiveness. I think my brother inherited the Lai Family Temper.

Back to the main point that got me musing. Hm. I shall make sure I can find the perfect man who I can live with for all eternity. Ok, that sounds down right sad. But the search has begun since I was 5 years old. Preyed on innocent males across jars of gums and baskets of crayons. I especially felt 'happy' whenever they bullied me ie. throwing my stuff on the floor. I've grasped the theory of how boys bully girls they like from a tender age. Kuat perasan more like. hahaha. Don't worry kids, that trait of mine died in my early secondary school days.

I must get married. I shall prove my Aunty Margeret wrong. Muahahaha. Anybody for marriage?


Note to Wai Kit: Hi Wai kit! I don't think you'll ever return to that entry that you commented on. Anyway, it's nice of you to drop by. I was checking my site tracker and was abit weirded out that someone was looking for "Dennis Ben Shyen" on google. And when I saw that the IP address was Berkeley.. I knew it was you!:) Congrats by the way on your entry into Berkeley! Seen William Hung around?:D (Bet you get that alot, forgive me!) By the way, I'm doing A Levels at Taylors and will end next July and will be going for NS before starting uni-at-I don't-know-where-yet.

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Thursday, November 18, 2004


I Don't Give A Flying Fuck

First my stupid blog layout screws up, then my bandwidth exceeds AGAIN. What is this man?! Anyhu, I shan't give a damn and will let it be for the next 10 days. That's when the bandwidth resets.
I believe it's the content that matters. Not the layout. As for now, that is.

I am still suffering from a mild headache and have felt much better after reading in the latest FEMALE mag that 1 out of 3 women suffer from mild migraine during their first three days of menstruation. Good that I've got that out of the way. So it was not my braces that has been giving me the "fucking headache" or so I called it, in my MSN nick.;) I'm also very very tired.. I think sleeping at 3am/4am for the past few weeks have finally caught up with me and I'm just so damn tired. It's not that I want to sleep at 3am/4am. I usually climb into bed and only manage to fall asleep..  the most an hour or two later. I don't know why! Am I an insomniac?

 I got back from physics paper2 just now and went to bed at 11.30am and slept till 2pm. Was procrastinating fetching my brother and his friends to Subang Parade by rolling on the bed and grunting "10 more minutes la."

I had a compilation of weird dreams that had no connection to each other whatsoever during that early-afternoon nap.

I dreamt that I was already fetching my brother and his friends to parade and his friend Zakhren is suddenly so huge therefore, I can't see the rearview mirror and despite my constant screams for him to sit lower, he didn't budge. I ended up on the highway to no where. It was pretty bad. I was driving towards the highway before because I wanted to take the big SS19-Federal Highway loop to Parade. Subang people should know what I'm talking about. Freaking out, suddenly I end up in Genting and my college classmates were sitting around some open cafe and the backdrop was similiar to the escalators that goes all the way down to the themepark in Genting. Suddenly, Hwee Yin or Lie Yuen said, "Let's eat Merrybrowns." and I was like, "aiyoh please lah, come all the way to Genting to eat Merrybrowns??". Suddenly they proceeded to play hide and seek and everyone was dressed in my Halloween costume. Even the guys. But the guys were my brother's friends. And they were quite excited about the game. Very weird. I was playing hide and seek and I was so desperate to not be found, that suddenly, I had super powers and I had my normal floating power that I usually have in my dreams. It just involves me floating stationarily above the ground. Then I came out of my hiding place and was in my kitchen and I walked upstairs to the study hall to see my brother's friend Harvey and my brother talking while the tv is repeating whatever their saying in words. Apparently there's a new high tech microphone that can do that.(Yes I know it existed damn long ago.) Then suddenly I was in Chee Kiang's car with Eu-Foh and we were driving home to my place and we were suppose to wait for Chee Kiang's mum to fetch him. But that's strange isn't it? He's got a car right? I then went in and at first my dad was in a good mood and then he was in a bad mood. I can't remember what he was lecturing me about but I remember I was very defiant and he was so pissed he shouted at me and stormed up stairs. Chee Kiang and Eu-Foh just stood outside my house. They were too scared to come in. Hahaha. I then went upstairs to my room. I saw that my parquet was coming out. I had baby blue parquet too. Weird. Immediately I thought of Melody's termites situation. Then suddenly I was watching a video of one of the past LEO IU's I've attended and Melody was sitting among some Interactors(seniors I think) and the narrator/commentator was saying how she was the most beautiful person at the IU. hahah.. (Mel! Kembang la!)

After that, I had to wake up to send my brother and his friends to Subang Parade. Sigh.

Still feeling quite depressed I treated myself to an Oreo Mcflurry at the drive-thru in SS15 and drove home to apply my new Freeman Cucumber Silky Peel-off Masque(whatever). All this to relieve the stress of the damn blog, damn weather and damn exams.

Jayelle's back and neck ached at 3:15:10 pm
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Wednesday, November 17, 2004


Cinderella

Cinderellee, Cinderellee
All I hear is Cinderellee, from the moment I get up till shades of night are falling
There isn't any letup, I hear them calling, calling,
"Go up and do the attic and go down and do the cellar, you can do them
both together Cinderellee."

Not to say that my friends are the wicked step sisters, but they ARE going for prom tonight. Which is akin to a ball is it not? Poor sweaty Jo stays at home mugging(hm, we'll see about that) for her final physics paper.

Mun Teng came over this afternoon to check out some dresses that I had that could fit her. Fortunately, she found something to her liking and something that could actually fit her..(Yes David, even MY clothes could fit her.) She chose my grey dress that I've only wore once and that was like two years back and it was for a wedding in Singapore. I'm happy that it is being worn though. It's better than sitting around in the dark corners of my wardrobe.


The camwhores come out to play. l-r: mun teng, me.


Bear with us..


...last one!!


I like this dress alot, it's like oil-paint on water. Remember Pualaman in form1 art class? Yeah, it looks like that. Too bad I can't fit into it anymore. I bought it when I was 13. .... yeah, 13. Sigh. I'm a fat 17 year old now. Fat, fat, fat, fat. Do you know how depressing it is not being able to fit into something that's very nice?


Mun Teng decided that this dress would fit best. It's really nice on her!


Ogh...the mess......

I did her nails after that. I totally forgot nails was my thing! I forgot to offer her a manicure. It was Mun Teng herself who offered herself a nail job. Hahaha. It was quite a speedy process though!


We were matching the colours with her skin tone and the colour of her dress. We settled for silver.(the middle one).


Ta-da!!! Can't see it clearly?


.. I used a silver base, and glitterized the tip of her nail and added a minimum of two diamontes on each nail.


Similiar to my prom nail...but mine had more nonsense on it. (flower la, star la..etc.)
We decided to try my hair iron/curler. It freaked Mun Teng out, so, oh well. We decided to use a chopstick and my butterfly pin to put half her hair up. Fortunately, her hair was already dead straight so it looks really good up in a chopstick. Furthermore, a dress that goes right up to the neck (Halter, Cheongsams etc) looks good with the hair up.


=) not bad eh? The chopstick is my aunt's. She bought it from some jewelry vendor in China. Can you see the butterfly in the middle of her half bun? .. wish it sparkled more in the picture. *Sigh*.


This is her front view..


I made her do this hiau pose...teehee..:)


I let her have some of that magic sunlight I used for my msn emo display pics.

Not long after she left, I received a phone call from a Li Peng In Distress. She asked me meekly if I was free today. I told her that I did have a physics paper the next day, but it's the second paper already and that I should be free. She then asked me(meekly again) if I could go with her to the hair salon and help her do her nails while she was getting her hair done. Hahaha.. I felt so needed. So I popped over to Urbane in SS14 with my "ka-chang"(tools). I thought she would've gone to a more well known salon in SS14 like Geena(money eater) or Cut and Blow(Stingy*still bitter about them not wanting to sponsor my school magazine*, but they have quite a nice interior). Urbane is sort of my family salon. My father, mother, brother, cousin sister, Aunty, Uncle, grandma, Grandpa goes there. Li Peng's friend Mei Ling and their sisters were there too.Her father was also there with her. Li Li was sooooo noisy. Hahahah and not to mention extremely cute too. I passed her my camera and showed her the on button and she immediately knew how to work my camera. Not to mention understanding how to set the timer when I, who have had the camera for months do not even know how. -_-" Kids and technology these days.


Camwhoring starts at a young age these days. Tsk tsk.


l-r: Li Peng's friend Mei Ling and Li Peng's sister, Li Li.


This is a nicer picture of them!

Li Peng was wearing a black velvet tube dress. It cost her RM200. After a huge discount even. But it's nice! :) Easy to accesorise. This is what the fashion magazines call the LBD or a timeless piece.

I felt like a chatty salon girl doing the nails of an uptight customer. Li Peng was saying things like, "The colour too thick la." and I'll be like, "Don't be so bitchy la!" and then she'll reply, "It's for your own good." Hehe. Li Peng's hair was done up in a nicer style this time compared to her previous Hillary Duff influenced hair do she did for our prom earlier this year. She thought she was paying Rm15 for the hairdo, but it was actually RM50+. Poor thing!;( Li Li was having fun running around with my camera and making use of the fact that there were so many mirrors around the salon. Smart girl, that one. Resourceful.


Me doing the nails of the uptight customer. Teehee. She even has the look! Hehehe, nice hair, Li Peng, nice hair.


Pink would suit her well.


I have yet to add the diamontes.


Li Peng wants you to see her pretty ring.

After that, Li Peng had to rush over to Edsion's place to get her makeup done by Edison's mom.Her prom was at 6.30pm and the time was 6.00pm. Oh the joy of rushing for a glamourous event. I then drove home to face the wrath of my physics notes. Fortunately, I'm done with the syllabus as the objective paper was a week ago. Or am I just consolling myself?


My physics notes. Oh, is it obvious that they look like they were posing for a photo? *proceeds to arrange the books to make it look more realistic*

Well, am I not like Cinderella who has to slave away(not really, but there is that grudging feeling) at home while my friends are off celebrating the end of an academic year in style? Not that they are anything like the evil step sisters as they are hardly evil and are both very very pretty in fact.:)

Two of my best friends are attending the SAM prom, glamming it up at Sunway Resort Hotel whereelse I'm still stuck here with this never-ending examination. Ahh. Woe is me.

If you haven't noticed, I've changed my blog layout back to the one before the glitter one. I don't know what happened but suddenly the side bar overlapped with the blog entry area. If any of you are smart enough to figure out what happened, do let me know. As for now I'm just too sleepy to bother and still have not started my revision for tomorrow's physics paper 2. I might as well eat coffee powder.

I wish my blog won't be so retarded, I wish my exams would just effing end. I wish.. I wish..I wish..I wish.....

Hark! Do you hear What I hear??

"bibbidi-boppity-boo.."

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