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Friday, September 17, 2004


Weird Dreams

My dreams, they never make sense. But whose does?

I was taking a nap at 4pm today and as I was on the border of conciousness and sleep, in my head I saw this car doing a getaway in front of my old school,and apparently I've been watching that car(ala Detective) for a few days now. The person in the car was always talking to this girl outside the school. I asked about the person's whereabouts and she didn't want to tell me anything or something, and I started  unravelling her hair. How can I unravel someone's hair?! I unravelled her hair until she was naked.. which is so damn weird. That's when I heard my phone's sms tone and it was from Mel. (this is real life). She was telling me about her stalking business(notti girl!) again..muaahhaha.I told her about my weird dream. She didn't reply though.

I fell back into slumber soon after. The dream continued almost immediately.

It was a dark night, probably after a rain and there were alot alot of people around. Some fest was probably on but I was not sure what.

You know in SU(my old school), before the PIBG made those cement steps at the backgate we had to climb up the hardened soil(which could be loose after a rain)?
In my dream it was much higher, very very steep and everybody was doing a conga to get up. It was all very jovial but tiring too. I saw alot of old SU faces... felt so happy just to be in that atmosphere. We were all probably back there for some major event. But it was weird to be climbing up that slippery slope holding on to each other's waists. I reached the top and then I heard simultaneous screams from the crowd and felt my body tugged back but I managed to grab onto the nearest tree in time.

I thought most of the crowd slipped down the slope and fell but they merely tripped and were back on their toes soon after. I saw three figures lying on the ground near a tree in that garden(It was the LEO garden). It was a Malay man with two young children. Alot of people were crowded around them and when they saw the sight, they immediatey formed some breathing space for the three unconcious people. Some people were photographing the three people. I approached one of them and asked if he could send me the pictures. I ...haha..wanted to post it up on my blog. This guy was big and burly.  He strangely resembled this fat dude who was in the swimming pool with me yesterday. I don't know I'm dreaming of a stranger.

I peeled a piece off the white envelope I was carrying(I can't remember what it contained) and wrote my blog address down with a pen. This pen is very weird. When I write my "http://.." It just won't go on after that. My hand seemed to have a hardtime controlling my writing. It was as if the pen had no ink... and I felt so much difficulty just to write my blog address.... and when I did succeed, it was just a jumble of words, badly written.. almost illegible.

Then suddenly it was Genting and we proceeded up white echoey stairways. It was like a normal fire escape route but much much wider.
There were a bunch of girls who were college friends of my friends. There was this all girls tobogan competition.. and strangely I was in a team of girly girls and our tobogan was a BARBIE DOLL one. 0_0.. I'm not sure if Jia Lin was in my team or not.

Down and down and down we slid...fast, twisty, bumpy, adrenaline rushing. I remember passing my belongings like my wallet and my handphone to Su-Hsien/Esther before going down. At the bottom of the slide was a shopping mall and it was freezing cold as I was only clad in my bikini.*beats me?* I had a towel with me and I was walking around looking for my mother. The walk around all the floors and stairs was so tiring and don't forget, it was Genting. I was without a handphone..imagine the panic I had in me. At the end, I did find my mother and she was talking to a pregnant woman.

Right. I think I pretty much know how to interpret my dream. But that's for me to know, not for you to find out. ;) ;)

Below is a link that scared the shit out of me. I shall remain a virgin, longer. Ahahaha.

http://www.sixthseal.com/000898.html 

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A Man Who Loves Chick Flicks

Kay Hong, feel proud that I called you a man.

The last bit of my holidays is abit mundane save for a mild spring cleaning session for my room!

I rearranged everything on my makeup table and threw so many things away and left abit of space to make it look neat. I don't know, but it sure does the trick.



Ah yes... and my 3-6 year old nail polishes will be put to sleep. So long, farewell!
If you think I'm wasting, well, no, those in the picture above have gone through so many drops of nail polish thinner that it's actually thinner itself already! No point in putting myself to an early death by inhaling unnecessary fumes, eh?

I'm currently on a TVB Binge.. this is more serious than usual. I am currently renting To Get Unstuck In Time. Starring Roger Kwok and Flora Chan. Lovely storyline really.. :) I like to see Roger Kwok act. He's usually given rich boy roles.. ah..*salivating*. But too bad he's short. Will probably reach up to my armpits. It's a Detective story, very Witness To A Prosecution. Not a logic show. But as the reviews all say, it is very clear that they copied "Frequency"-a show about a father and a son communicating through an old fireman's radio from past to present.You get my gist. In this series, it's using a tai kor tai(those big water tumbler type of handphones). He communicates to his father who is living in 1984 and him in 2004. His father dies in that same year(1984).

Kay Hong picked me up at 5pm for a swim at Villa. This time we managed to do many laps up and down. Kay Hong's reason for going swimming is so that he can obtain his lifeguard license.

Within a lap or two, he was already gasping for air..and doing his "breath in breath out rapidly" act indicating that he needed his rest. HAhaahah. Kay Hong, Kay Hong.

I was taking my own sweet time, doing the frog style, when the Kiasu fella wanted to outdo me by doing breaststroke so that he can "win" me. Muahaha. Who's gasping for air now? 

LOL.. So I thought him how to relax his body by floating on his back without trying. It's really really relaxing. Put your legs on the side of the pool, cling on to the side using the behind of your knee and slowly extend yourself out by inserting air into your stomach(pretend you have a tummy, or rather, a bigger tummy, in my case). Just let your arms float by itself to the side. It's very very comforting. I demonstrated it, and he looked at my floating body and started laughing, "Hahaha, you look like -censor-." He meant that I looked flat. Good. Now I wear padded bras again.

Glad to see he was alright soon after, and THEN he tried to "win" me again. ;-_-
He'll never learn.

Was very much amused at all his 'love stories' and apparently I laughed very 'keji'-ly at his stories.. hahaha. Well Keji stories deserve keji laughs.

We decided to blow our parents' Villa cards and have dinner at the buffet area which is quite expensive. But nevertheless I had a chat with him(something that is not very likely) about 'stuffs'. At least his information is pretty reliable, given his credibility. I was abit touched about what he relayed to me. Makes me hope that someone will reply my email soon enough. *Sigh*. He told me that I'm pretty 'fucked up' and that I am 'the most serious case'. Good to know I'm the most serious. *happy sigh*
I know this all sounds a tad bit confusing..but I don't really enjoy posting about my "emo" life. :D AND NOW I KNOW that 3 years ago, it was really this notti boy who was playing a full with someone's ICQ account. Hmph. I knew that someone is always quite a gentleman, not as uncouth as this cheeky fella. Haih!

My exam results are nothing much to scream(in both ways) about. I expected a disapproving look from my dad, but he said, "keep up the good work!" No A's, yet keep up the good work?! ... I know I'm lucky to be deprived of a long lecture. But WHY DON'T I GET A'S?!?!

Maybe he was being sarcastic. Hmm.

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Tuesday, September 14, 2004


Walking Around The Lake

A morning jog around the Subang lake was suggested by Eugin and it was supposed to be me, esther, him and wenbin. BUt then ..ALL of us woke up late. When I woke up I drove over to Esther's house all bleary eyed and proceeded to drive into Lakeview's parking lot feeling damn shok. No rules to follow on the roads there..ahahaha.. spacious car park!

We tried calling the very clever Eugin but couldn't get through. So we walked around, taking in the morning air..(er, 9am is still quite early, no?) And gossiping about reporting people that we don't like to the Friendster authorities(Ie. offensive material like putting up their faces.. and reporting them with reasons such as using pets as photos when they are actually using their own faces..mauahaha). I'm sure some of you know who they are. MUAHAHAHA.

I brought my camera!!! Please stop rolling your eyes. This can be used as proof to show Eugin that we were really there and didn't fong fei kei him!


A view of the lake.


An Esther by the lake.


Esther showing off her photography skills.


Muahaha..tai sei, kena chewing gum. LOL..


"....and be one traveler, long I stood..
and looked down one as far as I could..
to where it bent in the undergrowth...." -hahaha.. 'The Road Not Taken', remember?

There was this man who was jogging with his dog trailing behind him. We took a picture of the obedient little guy.

Our self-photographing camwhore skills have improved throughout the months:









Obviously we were one of the only ones in the park. There were less than 10 people running around.


My cute monkey towel from some pasar malam in Thailand


Oops..sorry Esther, against the sun.
We ran one round and went back into the car for the aircon.Hahaha and tried calling Eugin but his handphone was still not on. Arghh arghh!! We did another round and somemore gossiping before heading off to SS19 for some roti canai and teh ais at Sri Melur!

I saw Alan Lau and Cheryl Lee AGAIN. I saw them yesterday when I was doing the groceries for my mum at Carrefour. They were with his mother at Carrefour. Right. And they were in their school uniform. I always see him with his mother since I first knew him. Hmm. They tend to be finishing school very early these days..hmm! And are they together? And he drives a NICE SPANKIN' HONDA WHATEVER CAR! Sparklin'!

Abit of history here, Alan Lau was my std1-3 classmate and him being one of the two only chinese guys in my class and was in fact, taller than me, I ALSO put him on my "to like" list. Hahahaahahaha. I was that slutty. Any guy who was taller than me than, will do. HEY, I HAVE BEEN TALLER THAN ALL THE GIRLS IN MY CLASS WHEN I WAS YOUNGER..a very sad thing. Lanky and geeky .. well I used to be.. now I'm just BIG and er.. BUMPY. He used to skip down the stairs that I was taking care off(pengawas ya!) and when he saw me, he smiled a goofy grin and slapped his forehead and said, "Shit!". Shit was such a strong word then. Me and my very cute and fat little partner pengawas(Kevin..er..something. Can't remember his surname.) would laugh at him then. We were nine year olds.

Cheryl Lee is also an ex-SRSS19 girl and she actually got PTS(double promotion) too..but she turned it down and is still in f5 and hangs with people like Poh Wei, Siow Jane, Alison Wang!

I don't know why I even bothered to do an introduction when I never bothered to do any for anyone else on my blog?!

We later found out that Eugin's phone battery was flat and he was actually running around the OTHER lake(there's another lake?) looking for us. SIGH!!

After that we fetched Esther's sister, Alicia to NST in 15 to buy lunch for her family and out came the camera again while we were waiting for Alicia to come back with their lunch!!





We opened the sunroof for a better flow of oxygen and continued being trigger happy.




The trees above my (family)car ..taken from inside! Haha. Not bad right! Nice sunlight too!

Dropped Esther back and when I reached home and opened my gate, Esther Angel ran out and I couldn't catch her because I was in the car. So my poor mother had to run out to catch her before she runs into any on coming vehicles/religious malays/bigger dogs.



Haha, people, I made an image of me kissing Douglas Lim on the cheeks and used it as my msn display pic. Obviously if I put it here, HE(Wow) might drop by and sue me(wow!) or report me to the police! Do open a chat window with me and have a laugh! My dad did EXACTLY that and this is how the conversation went:

arthurlai@pd.jaring.my (E-mail Address Not Verified) says:
tell me thats not you with that guy

Miss Lai, you were playing with Angel just now. Please send esther the mad pictures now. says:
hahahahaha..It's Douglas Lim! I photoshopped it!! :D

arthurlai@pd.jaring.my (E-mail Address Not Verified) says:
i know

Miss Lai, you were playing with Angel just now. Please send esther the mad pictures now. says:
i've only inherited ur skills;D lol

Miss Lai, you were playing with Angel just now. Please send esther the mad pictures now. says:
 dun worry..i won't put it on my blog..it stays here..
dun want the police to find me if he reports it(if he sees it)
lol

arthurlai@pd.jaring.my (E-mail Address Not Verified) says:
Yeah, in Singapore they are doing all these and the schools are clamping down on this.

Miss Lai, you were playing with Angel just now. Please send esther the mad pictures now. says:
yeah! hehe i'll play by the rules!;D

arthurlai@pd.jaring.my (E-mail Address Not Verified) says:
OK have a nice nap, knowing you and Merv

Phew. Fortunately he was cool about it!

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