The ceiling in my room(in my dream KL apartment) will be made of glass. My roof will be like those of convertible cars? My roof will only be needed when the sun is too warm.:) But it'll be fun too. Let the sun warm my bed all it wants.. my air-condition will be on 24/7 .. a warm bed in a cold room. ?! :) It might just happen one day. So, on a new year's eve in a number of years to come, I'll be lying in the arms of a husband/great boyfriend, watching the fireworks display on our beds and be in awe when some of the sparks fall upon our ceiling. Then the husband/great boyfriend will probably say something corny like, "Shall I catch the falling stars and keep in your pockets, my dear?"..

To which I will reply with a slightly raised eyebrow, "Mmm, which pocket?" and the both of us will laugh knowingly and the curtains and the roof will be drawn close(in case a helicopter comes by).

lol. I just love KL la.

Not that Subang's not great.I like Subang because it's central but as I'm getting older I'm starting to despise the traffic. We only hear fireworks. But maybe now that I've got this extra large porch roof.. I can climb and sit outside to look for the source of the fireworks. But my mum will probably be worried about me falling down and splitting my skull, so scratch that. But it'll be cool wouldn't it? So 3rd Rock From the Sun. Haha:D

Now let me snap back to reality.

Parents went out living brother and I at home as we needed to 'study'. So when I was 'studying', I saw Hsien online and she was like, "yea, and later you got 'tuition' right?" Then I was like, "Fark, oh ya hor.".. Brother and I had a heavy MCd's dinner before heading off to tuition. Now, my house in under renovations and everything's done except the damn gate. After a mind boggling two and a half hours of math @ Mr.Chan's, I drove back(alone. WOW) to a gate-less house. Fortunately my new sensor light is living up to its name and it brightened my path as I drove into the house. Just a couple of months back the lady who stays in front of my house was pushed to the ground when she came out of her car and the thug drove away with her car. I hurried out of the car to give the light a wave(so that it doesn't turn off too fast) with both my arms before running to the grill door and hurried in. My heart was thumping so badly. Adrenaline and all. Not a nice feeling. But glad to report to you guys that I'm safe and sound.:)
 

Now let me finish my tea and go back to some studying.(note the time I'm blogging this).

I'm now having this funny weird chat with Yen Hou on MSN. Let me enlighten you lot:

YH:yes....and tomorrow I got class...I want to skip one day...but cannot find a suitable date..
Me:...
YH:yeah...sometimes I think about why am I whining so much...
YH:life is much mroe challenging..
YH:this is like the easier stages..
Me: it is
Me: there will be a time in life where u'll worry if u'll have enough for your parents' medicals bills and your kids' education fund at the same time.
YH:yup..so I shudnt be whining now!
Me: and the car installments are not done, the house, you have 10 more years of bank loan to pay up to..
Me:and ur wife is expecting a 4th child
YH:ahahha true true.....what have u gotta worry then in the future
YH:?
Me:the worst scenario?
Me:ok
Me: it'll be my gambler husband who is sleeping with his secretary?
Me:and my lepak-phile son
Me:and my straight a scorer daughter who suddenly falls pregnant
Me: and i myself battling with breast cancer
Me:and my mum or dad can't stay with me because they're too sick
Me: and i don't have enough money because of the fucking gambler bastard
Me:and my brother must've gotten killed by a car 20 years back which is why he can't take care of my sick parents ...or as he just suggested, "terikut-ikut my gambler husband".
Me:*touch wood*
YH: hahahha ...this is really the worse case scenario
YH:ok cut it out
YH:too gross oredi
Me:my brother who is reading this also touches alot of wood nearby
Me:lol
YH:LOL
Me: what's UR worst scenario?
Me:we'll talk abou the happy ending later;D
YH:dun want to think about it.....tot of it too much the last time.....got depressed felt really like [he inserted a poopoo emoticon here]...
YH:rather think of happy stuff and opportunities

By the way, I just downloaded some songs of the 13 going On 30 soundtrack. And any of you remember the song where they take pictures for that yearbook idea they did or was it the part where Jenna goes to Matt's place on his wedding day?

The title of it is called Vienna and it's by Billy Joel. A damn meaningful song(with a great tune too!)

Feel the lyrics? I don't know if I can relate to that.. but it just sounds like me after one too many sex and the cities, chic lit or hollywood chick flicks. I must remember that at 17, we don't have to worry about where to send the kids to college or how you're gonna save for them.. or where will you stay when you're married, or of my future wonderful marriage even.

Perhaps Vienna will wait for me. :)

Yesterday Justin Liew called me after Su-Chien directed him to me as he needed some people for some coffeebean and starbucks survey. I couldn't really understand what he was saying, so he got the friend of his who was conducting the survey to call me. She asked me some questions like when i was born and where do I study and if I could go on the 13th or 14th of aug to some coffeebean/starbucks outlet to do the survey. Apparently they pay RM100 to each person for the surveY??(didn't know that till later). But half way as I was answering the questions, my dad asked, "who's that?!".. so i had to put the poor woman on hold and answered my dad's questions that came equipped with shooting-daggers-eyes. And he was like, "Don't simply give people information~! Don't you know it's dangerous?? WHo Is she??! Where is she from?!!" .. then I just couldn't find the words to explain as I didn't even know all that. Then I told the woman that I'm sorry and I can't come. Then my dad gave me that look that I hate so much .. like I'm such a bad daughter for defying him. Hello? Did I even defy you? "You never read about these things wan ar?" he asked accusingly. Okay fine, it may be a dangerous thing at the worst..but I just can't stand it when he scolds me like that. I felt so lazy to answer him or respond to him last night.