Yes, I did write a dumb, mean post. But as I have said, and still strongly stand by, I have nothing against you. I wouldn't call myself a fan of your blog, but it's decent. It isn't contentless, nor winding and boring.
 
I don't have much time, so please bear with the incoherence of this.
 
Also, I would like to congratulate you on the seemingly high amount of good friends you have.
 
I'm not one to add frills to things I say, but here is an apology. I'm sorry. What I said was uncalled for, but I also think the reaction to it was blown up some.
 
I'll leave you to decide whether you want the posts to stay on or be deleted."

I decided for the posts to stay so that we can all see how it began and how it ended.

Look, I didn't at all in my post criticized her physically or hurled physical insults at her save for the title but that's what a woman who is angered will usually scream.

I do not appreciate it that uncalled insults were hurled at her. If you wanted to criticize, it would have been nice if it was constructive. Insulting her family and all that, that's totally unneccessary.

I think it is very big of her to send me that email and I am sincerely moved. I want all of you to feel it too.

I cannot deny that I was not expecting her to rebutt in a grand fashion, which I would have left her to have the last say, if she did. Because this is not a blog war. I never intended it to be a blog war.

Therefore, it's more than I can ever ask with her apologizing to me in that manner.

I thank everybody who has showed so much support but some were rather overwhelming and left me squirming in my seat. I think there were too many unnecessary bashing on her looks.

Comments directed to her about the way she blogged about me, that was what I wanted when I was angry. Not about HER face/family.

It's like I'm the face who launched a thousand ships. In a totally different way though.

it'll be nice if all of you who commented can go over there and tell her that it was nice of her to come forward to email me. I really appreciated that. (and yes, I replied.)

She's the bigger person now. So I would say that I'm dropping this and from her email, I know that she would drop this and put it behind her as well.

Editted: Now that the Skyler issue is over, look at my tagboard again. :) Someone's not giving up. And all the bloggers, faster put on your make up and go get a hair cut or something coz that limpeh louboh wants to launch an ugliestblogger website. lol. launch lah. As if you'll get support. Damn stupid. *shakes head*

I know you said that you did not post up any links because you don't want to humiliate so-and-so blogger.

But guess what? So-and-so blogger found out.

You can go and laugh and deny and say, "Oh please, what makes you think it's about YOU?" but I'll cut the whole thing short for you by telling you I have my ways.

And also, someone tipped me off in the previous entry's comment box. Actually not just someone. A few have already told me about the post. I asked a few of those who commented in that post, and they confirmed that it was me.

Besides, there was a mention about the ugly blogger camwhoring with an alarm clock. That SO totally gave it away.

You didn't post up my link yet you continuously tried to fan your ego up by asking your MSN contacts if you are prettier than me and surely you distributed my link to whoever who was interested.

I understand that you are upset because someone thought you looked like me. As deluded as you are about how you yourself look, I myself wouldn't be very happy if someone likens me to another ugly girl(and this is not directed to you. I don't go around insulting other people's physical attributes.) even if I'm not the definition of beauty myself. These things can be done without.

But you know what hurts most?

When you indulged and laughed whole heartedly at the fact that your friends think that I'm ugly, fat, look like a man, flabby etc. It's like you get such a thrill from knowing that I'm way uglier than you are.

And that you even SAVED some of my photos with the intention of comparing it to your own face on your blog. Really, skyler. Really.

I can laugh off a short paragraph or two. Feel hurt and all yes. But not too much.

But to have a whole post going on and on and on about YOU being insulted that someone mistook you for me? And the fact that you need to reassure yourself that I'm every bit as horrible as all that was said about me?

It says alot about your own self esteem.

Nice one, Skyler, nice one. How old are you again? 17? I see.

Reading your comments from that post, no, your blog is not THAT insignificant to me. I've read it a couple of times and snorted at how obnoxious you are, rolled my eyes and gingerly clicked the x button to close the browser after that. Heard about you from a few others, not nice things obviously.

p/s: I'd really appreciate it if the person who mistook skyler for me at Times Square can leave a comment or email me. Nothing, just curious.

p/ss: compared to that limpeh troll(who we shall ignore because he is lame. not fun to stand up to also.)..I don't want to sound like a whiny bitch. But I cannot take this lying down. I have to stand up for myself.

But now that I've said what I've wanted to say, I'm moving on.

Editted: After a chat with a very wise friend of mine, I was about to heed her advice about closing the comments feature. But I think I will take the other approach. I'm not going to reply the comments because I have a strong feeling that after while my views will distort when I do reply each and every remark and I might ignite other going-ons. I'll still leave the feature on.

Remember last time someone said I should wear some make up? And how I blew my top rebutting the asshole to death with my legions of support from all you readers(thank you you guys!).

Well, yeah. *cocks head at tagboard* Take a look.
editted: Thanks Your Limpeh Louboh! I don't understand Hokkien..but yeah Your Limpeh Louboh is the good guy, Your Limpeh is the bad guy. By the way, your limpeh louboh means your father's wife issit?

But nah, no need to help me to slag my flamers because I don't get flamers.

I mean the only time I get flamers is when I type whole posts to vent and rant and have you kind souls to come fight that flamer with me and most of the time they disappear forever.

But yeah, quite stupid right. Just because I don't look pretty enough, oh wait, it was not that subtle, Just because I look like shit, I should remove my blog, and nominate myself to the ugliest blogger list.

LOL. Honestly. I laughed.

There were times when I was younger when people called me ugly I cried.

But when I'm older, UGLY MAI UGLY LORH what can I do right?

A day or two later someone else will tell me nice things like, "Wah! Your legs so long!" "Wah, your hair so nice today!" "Wah, lost weight ar?" "Hey, pretty girl." (the last one I add to make myself feel better, you blow ar?)

Silly Limpeh, he wants me to delete my blog because i look like shit.

Okay people let's just have one or two minutes of silence to ponder over the facts he proposed.

1) I blog.
2) I look like shit.
3) So I must delete my blog.

HOHOHO. Just too random wei. I can't even come up with anything to make of that.

Little does Limpeh knows that I too have a role in contributing to the colours of this blogosphere. To some people the shades that I have painted may look brighter, to some it's no different than magenta is to crimson... but I've made my mark here, I've got my own brand of style..

.. fucker doesn't know a veteran blogger when he stumbles upon her site.

Without me, there will be NO girls(maybe got la one or two) but I repeat NO girls left in the blogosphere who are willing to take photos of their (squeezed)pimples, bug eating escapades and long armpit hair(oh, you missed that post? Poor thing.)

Without me, who is left to continue pimping all the single guys in existence?

Without me, who is left to make you shake your head and go, "Jolene Lai..Jolene Lai..tsk tsk."

Without me, who is there to provide links WITH photos of pretty pretty female friends' blogs?(eh you perverts, I can see who clicks on what links one okay. Always clicking on the same girls only. Ceh.)

Without me, WHAT WILL THIS BLOG BE?

Mahai, I sleep afternoon nap first. Good afternoon! *yawn*

p/s: I know most of you sweeties will console me. :) But it's okay. I am STRONG. *pounds breast chest with fist*