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Monday, June 06, 2005


The Ways Of The Bored


Drawing boxes around a mosquito bite can be quite entertaining.


Dum di dum..

Just two more days till I join the country's unemployed young people statistics.

Kubunudu.

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Sunday, June 05, 2005


Can I Keep A Secret?

Jolene Lai should learn the true meaning of humility.

She should learn how to keep secrets to herself.

Especially the ones about herself.

But how can you still call it secrets when there are none to keep? Why do I ENJOY letting others peek into parts of me that they cannot see at a glance? By the way, that is NOT literally spoken.

My secrets may not be a matter of life and death but it reveals what kind of person I really am. Is there really such a thing as revealing too much?

I understand I have a reputation of being unable to contain juicy information to myself. But when people who (dare to)confide in me ask me to shut up about it, despite the initial difficulties, I stick to my word. Well, I seriously try and most of the time it is successful. No worries.

It may take alot of deep breaths to calm myself down so that I won't suddenly blurt out what I know. It's called will power. I may squirm in my seat, wanting to let the cat out of the bag.. but why risk friendships over a juicy piece of gossip?

Gossip is part of my heritage. My paternal grandmother gave me the skills.

So what happens when I have nothing to gossip about? OH. I gossip about myself. I am not the type to make up stories to intensify the degree of the juiciness of a piece of gossip. So I just tell it like it is. And I end up telling things to other friends that I don't usually say. AND I DON'T EVEN NEED ALCOHOL TO DO SO.

In other words, to keep a conversation going, I deliberately embarass myself.

I've nearly fallen out of friendships due to my inability to contain information to myself. So it is indeed a lesson learnt. Which is why I am who I am today. I'm wary about sharing other people's secrets and I still have that need to keep talking so I share my own.

Sometimes I wonder, what is too much? What is my value as a person when I have revealed things that normal people don't usually reveal to each other?

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On a brighter note, after weeks of being cooped up at home buried in notes(hah!), I went out with Chee Kiang last night to one utama for dinner. It's great to see him again after like what, 4 months? Long distance SO sucks. But this is what we need to do, going out and getting engrossed in our conversations, catching up on 4 months worth of each other's lives. Even if I am smacked dab in the middle of my examinations. Three hours never killed anyone. I had a great time. :) Thanks for getting me out of the house, dear. Hehe.

I've been having trouble sleeping these past few days. I don't even feel sleepy until the clock strikes 5am. Even at 2am I tell myself, "Ok, start studying soon.. start studying soon.." and I open the book at 4am(due to a serious bout of procrastination) and close it at 4.30am. But it's fine because there's only half a subject left to study. So I can afford to not spend 8 hours slogging everyday. My sleeping hours are really screwed up though.

My parents dragged me out of the bed this morning at 11am. I haven't even taken 7 hours worth of sleep at that time. Oh and oh wow, we were going for a baby girl's birthday party! Whoohoo! I'm so excited!! I LOVe waking up at 11am when I slept at 5am to go to a one year old's birthday party and enjoy the nursery rhymes that they are blasting on the stereos at the party. I hope I get to play musical chairs too!!

Nah, I'm not that mean to kids. Surprisingly, I found myself scruffing their hair(especially the cute little boys!) and getting all broody looking at little girls with malibus for hairties. Kids below the age of 6 are still very cute. I lost my innocence at 7. Damn the damn maid for teaching me the ways of the sinful adult. There was one little boy at the party who was about 2 and the party mask he was wearing was too big for his face and he would tilt his head back(so that he can see) and run around the hall screaming "ATTTAACKK.." or something that sounded similiar. Toddler language. Me old lady no understand.

Oh, and I didn't get called an Aunty! *flashes peace sign*

One of my dad's friend's wife kept rubbing my arm and saying, "Ooyoh, so fair, so smooth no blemishes." .. ehehe, kembangnya aku. *flashes peace sign again*

Today's bad news is that I missed the second episode of Malaysian Idol. I have not had my daily dosage of laughing at other unfortunate souls. I'm going to be damn grumpy.

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Saturday, June 04, 2005


The Season Of Memes

Hehe, thanks Hsien for giving me a bo-liao thing to do too.

Here goes,

THREE NAMES YOU GO BY:
1. Jo
2. Joey
3. Jolene


THREE SCREEN NAMES YOU HAVE HAD:
1. Jayelle
2. Saint Magical
3. Miss Lai, you bla bla bla. Please bla bla bla.


THREE PHYSICAL THINGS YOU DON'T LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF:
1. Foldable tummy
2. Ugly toes
3. Big bloody bones


THREE PARTS OF YOUR HERITAGE:
1. Cutting sarcasm when the situation requires. (right from my father)
2. Speaking too fast (from my mother)
3. No double eyelid. (both sides. sob)


THREE THINGS THAT SCARE YOU:
1. Being left alone in the dark
2. Rollercoaster drops
3. Bad news. I'd rather close my ears.


THREE OF YOUR EVERYDAY ESSENTIALS:
1. Chinese shows
2. The internet and blogs
3. Naps


THREE THINGS YOU ARE WEARING RIGHT NOW:
1. Old SMKSu volleyball tee
2. Black shorts
3. Panties and bra


THREE OF YOUR FAVOURITE BANDS OR MUSICAL ARTISTS:
1. Mariah Carey
2. The Corrs
3. Jason Mraz


THREE OF YOUR FAVOURITE SONGS:
1. Vienna
2. Beautiful Girl
3. Kiss The Girl


THREE THINGS YOU WANT IN A RELATIONSHIP:
1. Fun
2. Mind-reading
3. The ability to not jump into conclusions..be it good or bad.

THREE PHYSICAL THINGS ABOUT THE OPPOSITE SEX THAT APPEAL TO YOU:
1. height la duh
2. hair
3. I know this doesn't apply, but people skills are so goddamn important.


THREE OF YOUR FAVOURITE HOBBIES:
1. blogging. (shoot me.)
2. swimming, when I have the time.
3. shopping!!


THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO REALLY BADLY RIGHT NOW:
1. Get the damn exams over and done with.
2. Finish up my chem option reading.
3. Find out about my national service status. It's driving me crazy.


THREE PLACES YOU WANT TO GO ON VACATION:
1. Hong Kong
2. Australia
3. New York(hehe, copy su-hsien)


THREE KIDS' NAMES YOU LIKE:
1. Theresa
2. Keane
3. Michelle


THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO BEFORE YOU DIE:
1. Find my twin sister whom my mother forgot to bring home from the hospital. 
2. Be famous. Sorry la. But one can always dream.
3. Live to a ripe old age(with the ability to remember happy times)


THREE WAYS THAT YOU ARE STEREOTYPICALLY A BOY:
1. being plain crude.
2. Not bothering to beautify myself to college.
3. Check out other girls' boobs. (for comparison sake, mind you.)


THREE WAYS THAT YOU ARE STEREOTYPICALLY A GIRL:
1. I have 70 pairs of earrings.
2. I have a table full of makeup.
3. I read girly mags religiously.


THREE CELEB CRUSHES:
1. Look at my side bar.
2. Steven Ma
3. Raymond Lam. Sorry, but I look east. Not west. No hollywood bullshit for me.


THREE PEOPLE WHO HAVE TO TAKE THIS SURVEY NOW(it's up to you, really.):
Hsin Ee, Kyle  and Smalls

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Hi, my name is Jolene and if there is a question in your head, this answer will definitely answer it: I was wrong and irrational. I was being a woman.


Jolene Lai, Jolene Lai,
Came to life in January and not July,
She is 19 years of age,
Can't wait to earn her own wage,
This dental student is home sick,
Will never be in Kedah for more than three weeks.

Subang Jaya is where she's from,
The only place she'll ever call home.
Has a boyfriend, a brother and a dog,
The things she says can give you a shock.

Especially for her father, who always gets a heart attack when he reads this blog.

Hey, rhymes!
 

Why The National Service Entries Ended.

My favourite posts:
Please Don't Take My Orange Away (9/03/05)
Flasher On MSN! (28/4/05)
Looking Back From Where They Left Off (8/10/05)
A Bottle Of My Bestest Friends In The Whole Wide World!(13/2/06)
Diary Extracts For Him From The Yesteryears (23/3/06)



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